So I wrote this post over two weeks ago, and finally able to post it today, as I had no internet whilst I was away. I wrote this post two and half hours into my flight.
''So today 11th September, I Tackled My Biggest Fear… FLYING. I’m still at on a plane to Egypt writing this, and I am soo proud of myself. The flight two and half hours in, and is going well, the taking off was fine, I actually think I love flying now. When we was taking off I was panicking, my boyfriend was holding my hand the whole time supporting me. I cried and cried, I don’t even know why, everything was better then I imagined, today has been an emotional day. All I've seemed to do is cry, I blame my mom, crying this morning when I left for my first holiday abroad, now I've non stopped crying. At the moment the flight is smooth and I am emotionally stable again LOL. Whilst my boyfriend is asleep next to me , I’m staring out the window and realizing I am a very lucky person, to have the people I have and things I have in my life. I think this is the start of something''
After the good flight there and back, it is safe to say I love flying, I want to travel the world now. I want to experience different places in the world, see things I never dreamed of seeing. Explore different cultures, see the world. If I didn't face my fear I would never of been able to do it, but now I can.
It is good to face your fear, I don't even know why I was scared in the first place. Our fears stop us from doing more with our lives, stops us from living our dreams. You only live once, and don't live your life scared, live it like you'll never do it again.
Brown Eyed Girl
xoxox
